Finn’s pained expression in this moment haunts me. The idea that Rae would tear herself down seems to hurt him to his very core. As if he is thinking, “I just wish you could see yourself the way I do.” 

:( it gets me how disgusted she is at herself, her facial expressions, and how angry she seems at life in general…

It’s really hard to look at either of them in this moment, both feeling so much pain, and not being able to help themselves or each other. I mean, Finn tries his best, but he can’t understand how deep her hatred of herself runs. And she doesn’t understand how much he is afraid of being left, or else she might not leave.